I've never been so sad and sick in my entire life and though I know
I am the only one who can determine my own fate,
I strongly feel that in this stage of my life,
I need to go through this depression and let myself grieve.
With that being said, I am fully embracing this war.
Not something many people do, but I have been on the other side of the moon.
I know my potential. I know my worth. I know I will eventually be okay
but for right now I am not.